where am i from and where am i going?

I'm a mish mash of many things,
a missionary kid from east Africa. Protected from genocide by fleeing back to Great Britain, traumatised by what I saw and guilt ridden for being blessed with a true British state funded education, free health care and a loving supporting functional CHRISTIAN family.
God is Good.

so about me

Male 26 white Caucasian
Grew up, east Africa/UK
Educated university
Profession emergency nurse
Well travelled
Religion Christian